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  Contents

  California Sunset

  California Wine

  California Homecoming

  California Thyme

  Sneak Peek

  California Sunset

  Casey Dawes

  Avon, Massachusetts

  This edition published by

  Crimson Romance

  an imprint of F+W Media, Inc.

  10151 Carver Road, Suite 200

  Blue Ash, Ohio 45242

  www.crimsonromance.com

  Copyright © 2012 by Casey Dawes

  ISBN 10: 1-4405-5416-1

  ISBN 13: 978-1-4405-5416-2

  eISBN 10: 1-4405-5417-X

  eISBN 13: 978-1-4405-5417-9

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, corporations, institutions, organizations, events, or locales in this novel are either the product of the author’s imagination or, if real, used fictitiously. The resemblance of any character to actual persons (living or dead) is entirely coincidental.

  Cover art 123rf.com / bigstockphoto.com ©atome

  To all my writing groups, past and present, who have encouraged, goaded, corrected and inspired me to keep going, especially Bill, Caryn, Clare, Grace, Heidi, June, Laurie, Linda, Pam, Rionna, Rosemary, and Susan. For my most faithful reader, my husband, Ken. In memoriam to Stanley W. Young, Jr., may you finally be in a place to be at one with the peace that passes all understanding.

  Contents

  Acknowledgments

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  About the Author

  Author’s Note

  Acknowledgments

  We never know how what we say or do affects someone. I’ve been blessed to be on the receiving end of many teachings, both pleasant and unpleasant. There’s the woman in Al-Anon who told me I had no faith (true), a man who told me I should stop trying to tune in the figurative radio station I was listening to and find a new one. There were men who hit me and men who held me. A woman stepped out of a crowd during the final leg of my Avon walk in San Francisco, put her arm around me and said, “I’ll walk with you. You don’t have to do it alone.”

  We really don’t do it alone. It takes many people to make a book dream a reality. Thank you to the people who taught me lessons I needed to learn about life and writing. The Romance Writers of America, especially the Monterey Bay and Montana chapters have been wonderful support groups. Having California Sunset accepted by Crimson Romance has changed my life. Thank you, Jennifer Lawler! And thank you to the wonderful editorial and production staff at Crimson.

  Thank you too to the professionals and lay people who poked and prodded me to change the radio station from one of doubt to one of victory: Al-Anon, therapists, ministers, friends and others too numerous to name.

  I will continue to “pass it forward.”

  Chapter 1

  Annie strode into her boss’s office to answer his summons. Maybe I’m finally going to get a bonus this year! It would be great to be able to sock that money away in David’s college fund.

  She grabbed the printouts off Randy’s chair and dropped them to the floor with a thud. “It’s going great, Randy,” she said. “The next piece of the project is nailed down and we’re still on track.”

  “Close the door, please,” he said.

  “I’m counting on this project to showcase what I can do for the company.” Annie shut the door and plopped down in the chair, her pen poised over her pad as she leaned forward. How should she react? Surprised? Matter of fact?

  Randy cleared his throat, his Adam’s apple bobbing in his scrawny neck. “I’m afraid the project has been terminated.”

  “What?”

  “JCN needs to cut costs,” he started. “Ten thousand people are being laid off from the company.”

  “There’s got to be another project somewhere.”

  Randy pawed through the papers on his desk. “There is another project you can apply for. You’d be great for one in New Jersey and they could use your skills. It’s complex and government-mandated — one of those impossible situations you’re good at handling.”

  “I can’t move to New Jersey.” She’d been to New Jersey once — boardwalks, billboards, and Bruce Springsteen. Not a place she could ever imagine living. And she couldn’t drag her son away from his friends. He was only fifteen.

  “C’mon, Annie. Give it a chance. I’d hate for the company to lose you.”

  She shook her head. New Jersey may have been fine for Frank Sinatra, but it wasn’t fine for her. It had taken so long after her divorce to feel secure again. She had her friends, her home, her cats.

  “There’s nothing in the company in this area for someone with your skills. I looked. If you aren’t willing to apply for the job, then I have no choice. I have to lay you off. Even if you do apply, there’s no guarantee that you’ll get the job in New Jersey. You may be laid off anyway.”

  Her stomach dropped and the bitter smell of Randy’s coffee became nauseating. She stared out the window, not really seeing the rain-greened California hills, unable to believe what she was hearing. What was she going to do? Randy’s voice streamed around her, and her mind snagged phrases like “severance package,” “layoff procedure,” and “resume class.” She gripped the arms of the chair as if she was trying to steady a rocking boat.

  An ache began in the back of her neck. She needed this job. No one else was going to support David or provide medical benefits. She was going to have to do something to keep a salary coming in. And with the economy the way it was, chances of finding a new job soon would be slim, especially for a thirty-five-year-old woman. Unemployment wouldn’t cover her mortgage, much less her other expenses.

  Maybe she could learn to like New Jersey. After all, she liked Bruce Springsteen. Boardwalks and billboards might grow on her. There was an ocean, even if it wasn’t the Pacific.

  But what about David? Would her ex fight her for custody if she tried to move their son out of state? Her stomach roiled and she forced back the tears welling in her eyes. Never cry in the office. Never.

  “You have six weeks before the layoff is final.” He gathered papers into a folder. “In the meantime, look these over. Annie?” He held the papers out to her. “I really hope you change your mind.”

  She took a deep breath, looked Randy in the eye and took the folder, feeling like the proverbial truck had just slammed into her. But she wouldn’t show it if she could help it.

  So she threw back her shoulders and marched to her eight-by-eight office. Gently closing her office door behind her, she hurled her pad, pen, papers, and keys on her desk. Damn! She ran her hands through her curls. It would make her already frizzy hair stand out like Young Frankenstein’s, but she didn’t care.

  Tears rolled down her face. She was tir
ed of being the strong one, handling everything by herself. And now this. She’d worked at this company for eight years. How could they lay her off? Or worse, send her to godforsaken New Jersey?

  She slid her laptop and Randy’s folder into her canvas bag and put on her “gently used” Burberry raincoat. Her head held high, low heels sounding a brisk staccato on the cement walkway, she strode out into the chill March air to the parking lot.

  Her mind raced as she opened the door to her Prius. How could she move to New Jersey, leave behind her friends, and abandon the small beach bungalow that had been her sanctuary ever since the divorce? On the other hand, how could she give up a job that provided security and benefits for her child? David was going to go to college soon. Being laid off would destroy the nest egg she’d built for his college fund. Her ex wasn’t going to be any help. He could barely take care of himself. She slammed the door a little harder than she meant to do.

  What would David think about moving to New Jersey? Could she make him understand? David was doing his part. He kept his grades up and practiced soccer faithfully. She was so proud of him and she couldn’t let him down.

  She stared out the window, idly watching the moving clouds and changing light patterns as the sun peeked in and out. The recession had hurt Silicon Valley hard. She’d been working long enough to make it to management, the worst place to be during a recession.

  She should at least look into the job in New Jersey. Tomorrow I’ll figure out what they’re looking for and find out how to apply.

  A small ray of hope filled her. Maybe a move would be okay. She could make a list and see what it would take. She glanced out the windshield. In a cone of sunlight, she spotted a soaring hawk. She trailed its spiral flight on an updraft, its red tail gleamed in the small patch of sunlit clouds. An omen that New Jersey was the right path? Or a signal that she was doing the wrong thing?

  Tears threatened again, but she forced them back. She was still in the JCN parking lot and no one at the company was going to see her cry. She pressed the start button and started home.

  She drove automatically, oblivious to the towering redwoods fading in and out of low-lying fog as she climbed the mountain highway. Her mind churned over the scene in Randy’s office, her emotions twisting and turning with the curves of the road.

  “Some choice,” she muttered. “Lose my job or go to New Jersey. Start all over again. Find a new place to live. Pack up all my stuff!” Her knuckles whitened as her hands tightened on the steering wheel. “Do you have any idea what it’s like to pack up a house?” she yelled at the curve-ahead sign.

  She zoomed up the hill, thoughts reeling through her brain, trying to still her emotions with logic. She’d made a good living through perseverance and hard work when no one thought she’d be more than a check-out clerk. This was a little bump in the road; that was all. No one was going to take away all she’d achieved, even if it meant she had to move to New Jersey.

  Rapid raindrops pummeled her windshield, forcing her attention back to the road. She didn’t need an accident on top of everything else. What she needed was some relief. On impulse, she turned north on Highway 1 instead of south toward home. For years, the Ocean Reads bookstore had been her sanctuary from the craziness of her marriage. A cup of tea and a new romance novel would give her some downtime before she tried to convince David that moving would be a good thing.

  She drove into the covered parking garage. Right on cue, a faded, wired-together Volvo pulled out of a space. She swung in with ease, beating out the Volkswagen bus headed for the same spot. At least something was going her way.

  Inside Ocean Reads, she shook the raindrops from her coat and glanced around. Everything was as it should be: locals sat on the banquette under the clock, parents and children pored over brightly colored books in the children’s section, and patrons hunted through the used book boxes for bargains.

  Her shoulders relaxed as she began her usual routine, wending through the sections of the bookstore, her fingers caressing the stories of other people’s lives, loves, and imaginations.

  She browsed stacks of books on the current fiction table, migrating to the piles of romance novels. The covers showing multi-muscled men made her sigh. Fantasy had been her escape from real life since she was a kid — especially when reality was the pits. Fictional heroes weren’t the trouble that real men were, either. One book cover showed a rugged Stetson-topped cowboy posed in front of prairie grasslands; in the distance, snow-capped mountains towered. She stared at the cowboy, imagining herself carried off on horseback to a remote cabin in the Rockies, her worries forgotten. Perfect. She picked it up and walked toward the register.

  And stopped short.

  There he was. Long and lanky, with broad shoulders and slim hips. Thick dark brown hair brushed the top of his collar. Rippling muscles strained against his pale blue shirt as he carried an enormous stack of books to the front of the store. All he needed was the Stetson.

  I haven’t seen him before. He must be new. I would have noticed. Her eyes drifted down to the curve of his butt cradled by tight blue jeans. Definitely would have noticed.

  She strolled forward, keeping her eye on the man. If she worked her way to the front before he did, she could glimpse his face. Would it be as wonderful as the rest of him?

  The clerk turned and caught her staring. Sky-blue eyes burned into hers. His thin lips twitched slightly and he gave her a nod as if he were tipping a hat.

  Heat moved up Annie’s neck and warmed her cheeks. Jeez, she’d been caught gawking like a schoolgirl. Escaping out of sight to the magazine section, she spotted the latest Cosmopolitan. “Fifteen Ways to Spice up Your Sex Life!” No way. She needed something boring, something to tamp down the steam rising within her. Food and flowers — every woman’s refuge when she didn’t want to think about sex. Her hand skimmed the glossy covers and pulled out one to hide behind.

  You’re being ridiculous, a voice from the Greek chorus that lived in her head announced. Annie ignored it. Her eyes strayed back to the Cosmo cover. It wouldn’t take much to spice up her sex life; it had been so long since she’d been with a man she wasn’t sure she’d remember what to do with one.

  But if the bookstore cowboy was available, she’d be willing to try. She looked at the Cosmo cover again. Maybe she should get a copy.

  What was she thinking? She didn’t have time for sex. Go home and take a cold shower, girl. Or did that only work for guys? She peeked around the magazine rack. The coast was clear. She hurried to the counter to pay for her book.

  Plunking the paperback down on the worn wooden counter, she looked up. Those same sky-blue eyes stared back at her. The same little smile played with his lips. He took a moment to study the cover of the book and looked up at her with a grin.

  Annie felt the flush rise up her cheeks. Where was that hole in the floor when you needed it?

  “Do you want the magazine, too?” he asked.

  “What?”

  “Organic Gardening.”

  She looked down. She still clutched the magazine she’d used as a shield. At least it wasn’t Cosmo. But still … she gardened as little as possible — the results were nice, but the work was continual in the temperate California climate.

  “Uh, sure,” she said.

  “Frequent buyer card?”

  “Oh, yes.”

  She searched her wallet for the card and handed it to him.

  “My mother gardened,” he said. “As soon as the snows left Montana, she’d plant spinach and lettuce. What do you grow?”

  “Um, flowers.” she said. “Did you move here from Montana?”

  “Yep. I bought this place after the Crawfords retired. My name is John Johnson.” He put his hand out.

  She looked at it for a moment before gripping it with her own. His palm was calloused, his hand warm and his grip firm. A spark
sizzled up her arm. “Hello,” she said, grasping his hand. She forgot to let go.

  He peered down at their joined hands. “This is nice,” he said, “but it’s hard to ring you up like this.” He leaned closer to her. “And there are other customers waiting,” he whispered.

  “Oh!” She dropped his hand and looked over her shoulder. A dozen people snaked through the stacks, their eyes riveted on Annie.

  He chuckled, punched a few keys and glanced at the computer screen. “Thanks for being a frequent buyer … Annie Renquist.”

  “No.”

  He looked up. “No?”

  “That’s not my name,” she said. “I mean, it was. I’m divorced. Now I use my maiden name.”

  “Let me fix it in our records. What do you want to be called?”

  “Annie Gerhard.”

  John smiled at her and her heart gave a little jump. He stabbed a few more keys, handed her the credit card and slipped her purchases into a bag.

  Annie turned. The row of eyes stared back at her.

  For the second time that day, she squared her shoulders and marched out the door.

  • • •

  John chuckled as he watched her exit. He admired the spunk she showed when she strode past the long line of customers, raincoat flapping, allowing him a brief glimpse of the figure underneath.

  When the sales assistant came back from her break to relieve him, he went back to shelving books. The memory of Annie’s actions lightened his afternoon. He found himself repeatedly staring at the section of the store where he’d first spotted her, willing her to reappear.

  There was something about Annie — a combination of strength and vulnerability — that he loved. He absently rubbed the stubble on his chin. His wife had had some of those same qualities. Jessica had been gone a long time, but sometimes he felt as if it had only been yesterday. Fortunately, the pain was occurring less and less. But was he ready for a new relationship?